Whether to determine if i'm still or kid or becoming a adult

As my 14th birthday is coming up this sunday. It's almost hard for me to believe that I'm actually going to be 14. But in my mind I will always know which way to go for a choice right now sometimes I feel like adult just waiting for something to intresting happen. But yet at the same time I feel like a kid who is fun and can be very energetic. As I realize I can never go back in time to when I was little and everyone could give a care what I did. But my mom always told me I will be her little girl. But has I apporach high school I realize I only will have four years left to college and I should make them the best years of my life. But then yet at the same time in two years I will be 16 and driving and getting my belly pierced *hehe* with my best friend that will continue to be my best friend. To some people thats not that far away but to others that is quite a while. I don't know which one I am yet but for right now in my mind I will be both.